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About Me Premium Member Pseudo-Intellectual Sara "Moses" Willis17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Letters From Your Concious

Consider me your concious.

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Sometimes they have personal meaning too.
But over all, they reflect all parts of my personality...good and bad ;>.>

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"By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest."Confucius

"Eiridh tonn air uisge balbh."
(A wave will rise on quiet water)-Gaelic proverbs

A'chungaidh leighis is goirte,'Si is moth'tha deaneamh feum.
(The medicine that hurts the most is generally the best healer.)-Gaelic proverbs

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Nottingham,PA
  • Interests: Music,Writing, Philosophy,Internet,Literature,TV, and there's probably more
  • Favourite movie: Wizard of Oz
  • Favourite band or musician: A Perfect Circle
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Van Gogh,=glittersniffer,=CountessGrotesque,~KennedyxxJames
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Realism
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod,I guess
  • Skin of choice: I rather like mine....I think I'll keep it.
  • Favourite game: Soul Calibur 4,Left4Dead,Mortal Kombat
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Dib
  • Personal Quote: "I 'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe"-Brittany Gatchell
  • Tools of the Trade: My soul

Vermillion

Mon Nov 30, 2009, 12:56 PM
"She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

(oh-oh)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)
She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)"

I call this the rage phase of my healing....it will go away I am sure. But right now I've now been overcome with anger and rage, and instead of bottling up and doing some major destruction. Thought I'd let it out here.

Apparently I'm just a thing of amusement to most people, I'm only there for their convenience. Well I am a fucking human being, I have feelings. I have had my heart stepped on for way too fucking long. I will not allow it to happen anymore. I have been broken way beyond belief and everyone knows it by this point and now you're trying to see how fine a powder you can crush me into.I am not something you can string along and play with. Stop beating me, I've been beaten enough. I am still bleeding and trying to nurse my wounds. But everyone likes to dig their knife into me as far as they can to see how much they can draw.

How about I take a knife into you and carve you into messy chunks and grind you up as finely as I can and poor salt on you, so it becomes a stinging memory forever ingrained into your brain. How about I spit n you and stomp you into oblivion so that you never see the light of day?

But even though I don't have much of a heart left......I know I'm better than you.

  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Vermillion-Slipknot

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:icondarlatoefoot:
Hey sorry for missing your good bye. I got distracted lol. TTYL!

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The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up. ~Mark Twain
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:icontailgun2009:
Thanks very much for the :+fav: :heart: :hug: :)

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My kinda woman "Beauty Brains and a complete Psycho" :)
:iconbecathadazombiequeen:
Thank you for the fave! :)
:hug:
:iconmatthewsloan:
Your gallery is simply wonderful
:icongodsmorphine:
merci :hug:

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